| *shakes head* why can't the past just do what its suppose to do and stay in the past? i want to get pass some stuff..... |
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| whats been up.... lets see.... right now i dont really have any plans for life.... no wait i do, but we'll leve that lie right now. so i'm just kida killing time untill whenever i get some great spurr of insperation. umm i'm looking for band members to start a industrial metal band so if your interested message me and uh yeah. |
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| thinking back on a lot of things, I have said and done some fucked up things... to my friends. and I regret every one of them. some, even though I regret, I do still believe, eventhough they have to be held in the pit of my heart. You were talking about masks. yes everyone wears them. but not everyone likes to. and I hate haveing to waer mine, and you both know that. and so I distance my self, and I'm sure you must have noticed that, right? I'm sorry. I dont know what to do. I mean on one hand I dont want to lose one of my best friends, on the other hand I'm going to kill myself if I have to endure the ...umm... company, of this said friend. *sigh* I dont know what to do. |
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| foget it... I'm done... people who choose to exile themselves or me from their lives. fine. do what you will. I'm tired of trying to fix things.... |
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